I still remember everything that you forgot
My memories surrender to the flames before they rot
I want the pain, I’ll suffer happily in silence
Become one with love and death and peace and violence
The cameraman becomes a casualty
Just another fucking casualty
My head is a death camp for my thoughts
My body is a neglected child
My heart is a tomb where all my lovers lay, defiled
Joy, Rapture
I wake up fully clothed again
Vomit on my breath and your scent on my skin
Out of touch and addicted to escapism
I’ve got them goddamn blues again, I wear it like a badge
It ain’t sadness, it’s rage, and it feels so good
I firewalk through the backwoods
Straight to your cellar door
Melt the wax of 19 figurines
Every day we fight the war